-----Original Message----- From: kerby brown Sent: Tuesday, 4 September 2007 12:13 PM To: Paul Manners Subject: Glad to be alive!!! Sunday evening nooone surfing Jakes it was really good clean 6-8ft.This is the day after everyone towed big cow bombie down south.We were actually surprised the swell didnt make it up here as we were expecting it to be huge.Craiky Cortney(my bro) and myself headed out the last hour before dark and were having a really fun surf when about half way through I broke my leash I came in and there was still about 30 mins of light left and it looked really good so I paddled out with no leash for one more hoping I wasnt going to fall. I got out the back and me and my bro were sitting on the takeoff ,Craiky was inside as he just caught a wave.all of a sudden we just saw these huge lines coming in off the horizon.We were yelling holy shit and me and Corts had our heads down and paddling out to sea as hard as we could.We paddled over the first couple 10 footers and there were bigger ones behind almost in position but really late my bro yells for me to go so without hesitating I just swung and airdropped out of it and the wall was so long I had no chance and I slapped my ear and got pumped so deep instantly making it even worse with no board attached.It started off the usual wipeout getting rolled deep and trying really hard to get to the surface but i wasnt getting up the harder i tried the less it was helpingI perferated my ear drum on the drop so This was also making me disorientated i felt I was almost out of air when i was pushed into the reef and under a ledge...I pushed off the reef and started to panic when i felt the next wave of the set hit me.(This was my first 2 wave hold down I had been dreading this moment hoping it would never happen.)As soon as it hit me I went so deep again and by this stage I had been throgh about six stages where I thought I cant hold my breathe any longer I had no Idea what way was up and I started to get in a real dreamy relaxed state but there was still a little bit of me trying to hang on and not drift off.My brother was actually on that second wave and he wiped out half way down and got really pumped and came up next tp Ry and had time to get back on his board when Craiky yelled Kerbs still hasnt come up from that first one.Realising I didnt have a board atached to me they started looking for me in amongst the white wash when just metres away Craiky spotted my arm rushed over and pulled me up as I was face down not knowing where the surface was just before the third wave went over me.I think i was seconds away from being unconcios I just remember my bro and craiky trying to hold me on his board as I clutched in tighter than ever when the third wave hit us .We were way in the inside by now but I was in terror of that third whitewash.I didnt really know what was happening but knew I had to hang on just one more time to survive.The boys got me into the channel by now it was almost dark and It took me along time to realise where i was and that i had come so close to drowning.I guess it wasnt meant to be because I know ifCraiky hadnt of spotted my arm I would be gone and the chances of him seeing me and being that clost to me in a deserted lineup with 12ft plus sets hitting was very lucky indeed.I thought Ive nearly drowned before but I now know what its like to actually nearly drown and its a really scary experience.Just takful Im still here to tell the tale!!!!! Kerby